Cocoron

I have things to do

I'm still missing my passion. I don't know where it went but I haven't gotten it back. Was it really January 13th when I last made a journal? That feels like a few months ago. Being away from Safeway has already felt like a little over a year but it's hard to believe that was only...Four months ago?! Oh my god I cannot believe just 4 months ago I was there. With everything that's happened inbetween it feels like a very very long time ago. I want to go back really bad. At this point I don't even care what shifts I get anymore. Even though I have the same position working for a new company now, this all seems really foreign to me and uncomf

In, life I mean. Like, I get everyone else has dreams and goals and stuff. I just...I'm lacking motivation. A lot of it. I don't know what happened but somewhere in the last semester I just took a major downward spiral emotionally and psychologically. Where is the passion in my life? What happened to it? I remember just this exact time last year I was as happy as anybody. Now I just feel...different, and I feel depressed all the time, and every emotion is extreme. I feel alone, which is especially stupid when I have so many friends whom I love very much, especially my girlfriend. I feel like my art is stuck in some kind of artistic limbo. W